Jay Z

          “Beanie Sigel at the time was driving two Bentley’s. With his mama in the sticks and selling 800,000 records. I don’t know what more you can do for somebody at that point. Sometimes you have to look in the mirror and look at yourself. Beanie Sigel had a record deal, a record label and a clothing line and never went platinum. I don’t know in the history of rap has anyone done so much with so little. I don’t know what more you can do for a person at that point. A record deal, A record label and a clothing line. If that’s not pushing a person…. sh!t”

Beanie Sigel

           I think I held my tongue long enough about this whole Rocafella situation. I was the realest thing that happened to the Roc. The Roc was just a rock. I brought the fellas to Rocafella Records, Hot 97, State Property. Ya’ll remember. I brought the street cred to that. That thing X’d in stone. I fought all those battles. ME that’s who! Jadakiss, Nas, Dipset…Anybody you would have told me to go after. Matter of fact, you ain’t have to tell me. I frontlined for that Roc. For that diamond that people were throwing up. I’d have taken a bullet for Roc that day, n*gga. This isn’t about a dollar, this isn’t about me hating on you or anything because I’ve never asked you for a dollar.  When I came home from jail, doing my year and a day, when you ain’t come one day to come see me. NOT ONE PICTURE or letter. I went to the office and asked you, “let me off of Rocafella because somebody (no name no blame)  wanted me and wanted to give me some real money”. You bounced that tennis ball around in your office for an hour and went back and forth with me and told me you ain’t want to let me go.  You even asked me if I wanted some money and I told you “I don’t want your money” but you were in a position to let me get my own money and you couldn’t do that. But Sigel so real..and you’ll never go to jail again because you knew I was the shooter. If my life was a movie, Sigel would be the Sequel. It’s etched in stone my gangsta has never been on trial. But like Tupac said “I ain’t mad at you”. I understand, everybody can’t go and you already on…

Don’t get it f*cked up, this ain’t the green light for everyone to make a disc Jay-Z record. I still got love for the n*gag.  This is me taking my brother in the yard for 5 minutes. Cause I got a knot in my chest that needs to get unloosened. When you got love for a Murtha*cake it don’t go away that easy.  Many people going to walk in and out your life but only real friends leave footprints on your heart dog. But I think yours is fading in the sand. If me and you never talk again dog and I got to holler at you via mc on this mic, “What up”. How do you say, “Scream at Me.” The richest man ain’t the one with his first dollar dog, its the one who still got his first friend. Rocafella for life!  It’s the Roc